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Showing posts with label postcard poetry. Show all posts

Wednesday, March 1, 2023

POETS PEACE POSTCARDS FEST 2023

Peace Poets is a project produced by C.J. Prince and Carla Shafer. These postcards, poems and art send out at least 2,252 expressions of peace around the world. Some are beautiful and witty poems, others are thoughts, visions and simple inspirations.

In my case, each card has some reference to peace, not necessarily World Peace. Some are related to personal experiences; others random thoughts, perhaps inspired by the postcard itself. As well as simple whimsical poetry. 

Some of these postcards are hard to part with, having been collected over the years. Others are discovered at garage/estate sales. I actually love to send them on their way and grateful for the opportunity to save this collection on my blog. 

All of these poems have been written spontaneously, and if there is any editing from the original to this page, it is not remarkable. 

The Post Office manages to stamp and seal out as many words as possible, so the original can be found here, with all the words intact.



Our little boat,

tucked in among big,

imposing yachts...

water sloshes between the dock

and the gunwales, ocean sounds

murmur once the sun falls behind

the next westerly island,

small animals shelter and

squeak. Glasses clink

on a nearby deck. Peace gathers

those who make plans

to set sail at dawn.

~~~



Together we can find a way to shelter one another, to use kindness and listen with the heart. No shouting - simply soft words of love. We somehow must escape the shooters and the mad ones, find out how they too can be embraced.

~~~


 Soldiers are made for marching. 
And wearing uniforms 
that make some ladies swoon, 
like those admired in this photo, 
like the magic of Brigadoon. 
Let's keep our boys as soldiers, 
who have no fight, 
only peaceful sleeping until noon, 
marching boots shined and polished, 
socks on.

Anchored out at Sucia Island;

morning is wet, all surfaces

covered in a fine film of

sea dampness. Seagulls scream

out their love for oysters

long before we have

water for coffee boiling.

It’s a delicious life – waking on the water.

Encompassed in peace and the scent of the ocean.

~~~


 My father taught us that crows were old Indians. It was very important to him that we respected crows and Indians, old, young, man, woman; crows and Indians. He told us his grandmother was Indian. They called her Pocahontas. But they called all Indian women Pocahontas who couldn’t write their own name in English. My father wanted us to understand that crows and Indians were the peaceful ones, we should follow their examples.

~~~


Wandering,

footsore,

after a long day

of gazing at

spectacular scenes

of others imaginations,

wars,

carnivals,

dance,

birth,

death;

inside the minds,

outside of grasps,

insanity,

treachery,

love,

romance,

lust, and

a little bit of dust.

We seek peace in

museums,

churches,

sanctuaries.

It escapes us still,

no matter how diligent. 

~~~


The light at the end of the day, after rain leaves everything in pink light, with sun dipping behind hills. My little dog and I wrap up and venture out for one last glimpse, her sniffing every little thing, me breathing deep the fresh air, inhaling the peace of evening. 

~~~


There was a simple magic

when I’d wake up at

Mom’s house and realize

she’d opened the bedroom

door, let the cat in,

and was in the kitchen putting

away dishes from the night

before, clean and dry, emptying

the dishwasher with military

precision, clang of

ceramic,

glass,

flatware,

the smell of

fresh beans brewing.

Morning peace,

waking day,

slowly 

living brought to life.

~~~


She walked upon the river’s path, the leaves of spring, small babies yet, just beginning to show their soft little heads, pushing out to reach the light. It gave her hope of newness to come. Birds of brown and blue, singing their own rock and roll version of sunshine and happiness. She bent down to pick up a shiny coin dropped by a passerby and it said

Peace

Love

Faith

~~~


I sometimes think of Joe, whose mother called him José. 

He was a peaceful man. 

His smile could settle a small child’s tantrum; his arms would soothe a baby and rock her to sleep, long before her mother’s tears could dry. 

He radiated softness, comfort. 

Joe was an old man in a boy’s lean brown body.

~~~


His shoelaces got caught in the escalator and he almost went down but was saved at the last minute by a loose shoe and a man with steady hands. They’d gone to Sante Fe for peace and rest but had forgot about the proximity to Los Alamos. 



I heard church bells clanging, somewhere 
through the trees, dark 
with mid-winter cloudiness; they 
sang a mournful song of 
hopeful peace, clinging 
to the ideal that we 
can all get along, embrace 
the difference. 
The bells. 
They make small thunder of their dreams. 



When he got to heaven, 

my brother said 

he was going to first look for Dad and Mom, 

and then his best friend, 

who passed so many years before him. I wonder 

if he found them when he got there. Or did he even get there? 

He was pretty convinced 

that's where he was going. Did he find 

the peace 

people expect when they pass over 

to wherever they go? Will I find out one day?

I've got a few things I want to discuss with them.



My mother let me drive. I was 16 but had been driving for a while. Should have known better, but Mom made me nervous and so did the long hill coming up 410. When I was pulled over, flashing lights and siren, I could have died. The pain of the anxiety. "Your brights," he said. "You need to dim them." He held my driver's license under his flashlight in the naked dark with cars rocking us as they flew by, his pants whipping in the rush. "I know your dad," he said. "Tell him 'hi' from Elmer Little." He was an officer of the peace. Perhaps we should still call them that.


I wore my hair in braids. 
No make up. 
Didn't own any. 
Picked berries with a baby on my back. 
Canned tomatoes, peaches, apricots, pears, applesauce, 
ran a food co-op and raised chickens and children. 
Wrote poems, 
cried in the night, 
washed dishes by hand. 
Ran out of dinner ideas, 
pressed cider in autumn, 
planted gardens in spring. 
Fell in love with a cowboy and ran away. 
Found peace in the city. 
Metro hippies. 
Never holding grudges. 
Dancing in the park.


He shifted in his saddle, 
tall and silhouetted with 
the blazing sun on his back, 
daring me to question him. The sand 
was hot, pushing at the 
soles of my feet, urging me 
to rise up, to keep my chin 
off my chest. 
"What did she say to you?" 
he demanded, 
raising his voice 
over the breaking waves. 
"Nothing," 
I said, 
"but you just did." 
And I've managed to 
find peace between us, after 
so many years have 
gone lost, filling the ocean 
with no regrets,
only ghosts.



"We lived on the best hill, 
in the best city, 
in the best state, 
in the best country, 
on the best planet." 
It was a chant we did when we were feeling that sense of well-being, everything was good, we had a peaceful existence, loved our neighbors as we should and were happier than we ever thought we could be. Until we weren't. It was all gone in one driveby moment.



Graduation Party 2022

It rained. 

No, it poured. 

It meddled with our plans in a way that made us grin, and take on the challenge, because the Class of '22 had been through a couple of years that were not a mere nuisance filled with typical teenage angst. 

No... this was masks and hand gel and sing-fucking-happy-birthday-twice-while-you-wash-your-hands and tests and vaxxing and learning to ignore insanity, which was sometimes blowing up all around you. 

They danced under tents and then under the bursting sky, making peace with a world that wanted to send roadblocks. 

But they came with fists and umbrellas!



There are some boys who will dream of going in the Navy. 

Some think in times of peace, they'll be safe from danger. 

Others join because they are called by some magic siren to bear arms. 

There are those who will never see anything more killer than a whale. 



In case you tried to reach me
I might be hard to find
I'm trying to walk off all the clutter in my mind 
Looking for a slice of peace 
I wander on the rocky beach
seeking enlightenment on the shore
if harmony's within my reach. 



Whoever knew shells could have such amazing names? 
"Black Jingle?" 
Is that a tooth gone bad in a bell? 
Is a "False Angel Wing" one that flies a body into the melting sun? 
A "Knobby Top" is what your grandpa wears to auctions on Sundays to buy an "Old Maid Curl" to make his "Left Handed Walk" when he's eating his "Turkey Wings."

Apologies to the person who received this shell postcard, 
having nothing to do with peace, as it were. 
A little bit of silliness.



"Peace" she asked for. And equality and the ability to make her own choices about this beautiful new body, as surely her mate had been granted. She begged, while he dozed and dreamt of sons, those who would go on to create parental peril.



There are times I congratulate myself 
on having energy, 
working full time at nearly 74, 
going on solo trips or 
meeting friends in far off destinations, 
getting in 10,000 daily steps, 
walking the dog 3 times a day, 
praying for peace, 
which seems forever ever elusive, 
keeping a stiff upper lip and 
nose to the grindstone. 
Other times I wonder if I'll wake up in the morning.



I'm looking forward to summer and being alone at the lake. 
How many poems I have written at the lake. 
Alone. 
With my little dog, of course, 
who,
in the peaceful quiet of a dusky afternoon, 
I'm not above talking to, 
carrying on 
an entire one-sided conversation. 
My chair, 
my blanket, 
my notebook, 
my dog, 
watching the laughing, crying children, 
dipping in and out of the water. 
I'm looking forward to summer and being alone at the lake.


Inés de Castro, the real hero of a tragic love story, rivaling Romeo and Juliet, she, the only one to pay the price with her life, for following her true heart. Has she encountered peace any of these 700 years, or does the brutal turbulence of her death haunt the beautiful faithful Inés, deep in her marble crypt?



To some it meant victory 

but to us, 

it meant something else. And 

to a lot or parent-types, 

it was an insult. We just wanted 

the war to stop and 

our boys to come home, 

not in a box. 

Two fingers,

 held aloft, 

palm out, 

though many saw the middle finger only. 

Over time,

everyone, 

from first-graders to 

US presidents 

were flashing it. 

Let's give it a chance. 




I'm pretty sure elephants are way smarter than humans. They live in a coexistence with other creatures of the earth and have peaceful loving communities. Attentive to their young and seniors, they have a kingdom of mutual respect. Whales, too. Primates, of course. We think we're superior because of our language but animals have a tiny vocabulary in comparison, and they communicate just fine. 
Humans are just a bunch of words.


(This postcard is the art of my friend Michael Hale, who lives in Pt. T. I've known Michael for nearly 60 years!)

Would that we could give to one another in the same manner we rescue and shelter dogs and cats. Let us lavish this kind of love on one another. We are none the same, yet too eager to readily be offended by the differences in others. 
In a peaceful world there would be celebrations of differences.
Let it be.


"Let us have peace in a hundred years," she said, 
her eyes like stone, 
daring onlookers to not believe 
it could be so, her world 
being bloodied and shattered, 
saying too many goodbyes, 
not enough hellos. 
She allowed us 
ONE HUNDRED YEARS 
to get it right. 
There are those of us 
who still believe in the power of peace.

.................................................


So, there we are for another year 
of wishing for peace on all levels, 
but not at all costs. 

Peace Poets 2023
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Thanks for reading.
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Wednesday, August 25, 2021

POPO 2021

Can you believe it's been a year since I blogged here? I told someone the other day "2020 is just a big bird dropping splotch on our calendars. Nothing happened, or so it seems." Now we've rolled around to another Postcard Poetry and I shamelessly will promise to get better again about blogging and hope to have some good news before this year in over.


In the meantime, here is PoPo 2021:

                                    The Great Wall of China in Six Parts


Can you see me up there at the top of the hill? 
All you need to do is enter, step...step by step. 
Up, up, follow what path has been given you, 
a map, unnecessary when it's all laid out for you. 



A window, 
essential to seeing in, 
and seeing out. 
Vast, 
with so much promise, 
all that is required is to 
open 
eyes 
wide 
shut.



The Chinese wall,
intended as protection,
was a path for 
travelers...and so one could move, 
stand still, 
balk, 
reach, 
reject, 
run to or from, 
fear, 
admire, 
care for, 
or seek to destroy.



And I stand and wait, 
watching moons and suns ascend, descend, 
stars come out and diminish, 
comets vanish, 
planets born, die, change names, 
and a plan for your return 
in the distance, 
where I can make out 
the thin form of your resistance. 




Where it begins, ends, 
falls in disrepair, 
seems invisible 
from the blind eye, 
rolls, 
like the blood in your veins, 
connected, 
never completed severed, 
always pulsing, 
always present, 
always struggling. 





Spring arrives each year with hope, 
a new possibility with 
a non-holiday holiday. Cruises
into summer, on the edge, 
the opportunity to reject once again, 
just like autumn does; and winter disappoints, 
over and 
over again. 


Family Legends


The stuff for family legends isn't always worth repeating even though details may be clear and unforgotten. When my son was lost at sea and there were helicopters searching dark waters, his father trying to figure out how he would explain to me he'd lost our boy, who was sound asleep in a deep bunk midship. Rescue teams cheered while we fumbled with untrusted emotions. 


However I'm Dressed

I know you think this is an invitation. 
It's not. 
It's me, 
being me. 
On the beach, 
the pool, 
walking down the street, 
over the bridge, 
in school, 
at work, 
in the grocery line, 
at the theater, 
wherever you see me, 
however I'm dressed, 
no matter how much skin 
I choose to show, 
or hide... 
this 
is 
not 
an 
invitation.



                                      LOSING YOU

                                   


Losing you was losing a part of my history. 
There were things that only you and I 
could remember and now 
I must remember them on my own. 
With no one to validate the memories. 
And the sadness is not so much 
that you are gone, 
 it's that we are gone.



aLmOSt NoRmaL

We almost started
being a little normal.
Trader Joe's even took down                               
their plastic shields. 
Masks were optional 
for the vaxxed.                                                        
Too soon.                                                                            
Wildfires make the skies hazy.
Again.
This.
This is our new normal.
Masks fulfill multiple purposes. 
We are all frogs 
in a warming pot.
The canary has sung.


Chinooks



Lavish Saturday morning 
breakfasts at Chinooks. 
Laughing family laughs, eating 
honeyed butter, and the tingly taste 
of orange zest. Seagulls 
piercing the calm of the drizzle 
hanging under the sky, scolding 
us for living too well, telling us to 
go home, 
pack for the future. 

Forgiving Myself


Flipping through old notebooks, photos, clippings, poems, quotes, flattened matchbooks. Hours pass as the sun floats across the southern sky on a warm summer afternoon and I, caught indoors, forget the garden, the dust and dishes and all other duties, forgiving myself for places I meant to see, words left unspoken, dried up tears, ships that have sailed. 





Life Redirected

Once I had submitted to the life 
that had been redirected for me, 
I dove in headlong. Limbs
no longer were a matter for
prom gowns and 
summers at the lake, 
ski slopes or wooden stages. 
I became a leg to cling to, 
a vessel of milk, rich and blue,
arms never empty, 
a backbone 
stronger than my mother 
ever predicted. 
New shoes, 
a different hat. 



The Summer of '66

The summer of '66, 
I thought I had 
everything figure out. But 
I missed some things. 
How to protect myself. 
How to fight back. 
How to say "no." 
My outlook 
was always cheery and 
I was confident. There were 
leading roles in my future, 
straight A's, 
the Dean's list. There were 
other lists, too, which 
I could not have foreseen. 
I have no regrets but 
I have some good advice.




Makah 1993 Neah Bay 

Our heads were filled with magic 
and a new ancient language. 
We walked on whaling beaches 
where history has been forgotten 
by those who choose to change it. 
The songs, 
the food, 
the stories, 
the mystical words, 
clicking and soothing, 
the craggy beautiful faces, 
the clamshell yearning 
for a different time and place



Master Thief 

I'll teach you how to steal he said. 
First you take the little things
They go unnoticed. The big things
are harder; you're always being watched.
But it's not impossible. You must be
brave and put on a face, as if
you don't care at all. Pretend
it belongs to you. The 
difficult part is when 
they steal from you. Some 
have nothing of 
value. He taught me how to steal. 
He was a Master Thief.


New York September 2019 

East Village
was a perfect time 
in the city garden 
with Marta, who had
the key to let us in to the
fairy lights and 
marjoram, parsley, 
Simon and Garfunkel warbling
over speakers meant for
dayworkers. It was a 
sister kind of night,
young and brash,
old and wrinkled,
in between,
imparting stories, opinions, guidance,
raucous laughter, tittering giggles,
bold invitations, glasses never
half empty, pushing the morrow
out of our minds.




CATS

My son wrote a little
personal essay once about our cats; past,
present, and future. He was 9 at the time 
and it was 
one of the sweetest things 
I've ever read by anyone. He
laboriously typed it out on my "Selectric" 
and I still believe I will find that yellowed
piece of parchment paper in a box
someday. I miss all those cats.





Brave

Looking back, I can see 
the crack forming when Brave 
died. A strong beautiful hen, 
so named because 
Brave 
was who she was. One of the
original brood, she 
carried so much weight 
on her tiny feathered wings;
so many expectations,
future dreams,
silent songs,
little secrets,
prospects for a formidable foundation.
Hope.



Peanut Butter Memories

My bro and I shared a love 
of certain edible things. 
Popcorn, 
tacos... and peanut butter 
on warm toast with butter melted 
and dripping! You bite into it 
and it oozes between 
your teeth, gets stuck 
to your cheek hollows and 
you wash it down with a cup of 
good strong coffee. All 
those things 
make me remember him; 
olfactory memories.




Kornfeld

He was just a guy 
who lived in my building. I 
collected his rent 
every month. He smoked 
so I saw him outside 
usually. I 
talked with him 
and his son about 
football, croquet, 
dogs, the weather. He 
died alone in a hospital 
room while others 
were attended to. No 
one was saved. I 
was the only person 
he said goodbye to. 



    Childish Summer

    Mornings were soft and fresh... 
    smell of dust from 
    the alley, green wet 
    grass. Trees, with gnarly 
    roots, to create spaces under, 
    outdoor sanctuaries with 
    rock-lined borders, little imaginary 
    shops where fairies visited 
    after dusk, when children 
    were meant to be 
    indoors. 
    Dolls dragged out of 
    bedrooms, then found 
    in the morning dew, forgotten, 
    then retrieved and 
    loved again. Kool-aid 
    with so much sugar
    it hurt your teeth, soda 
    crackers, peanut 
    butter, fresh picked 
    berries, slightly 
    dusty. Barefoot 
    for weeks on end; 
    toes splayed in September. 
  

Battle Lines

Battle lines
were drawn.
One of us fought hard, 
the other with a short stick, 
keeping monsters 
at bay. It ended 
in an emotional rout and 
open wounds closed 
eventually but 
the salt remained. 
Ships sailed. 
Horizons fell dark 
but never stayed that way. 
New shores harkened. 
Castles were built 
on sand.


California

Songs have been written about California, 
the beaches, the palm trees, the sunset pigs, the hotels. 
It pulled me until I got fed up with partial truths, earthquakes, 
and broken promises. 
I won't forget the swarm of baby hummingbirds, 
Olvera Street, mean geese in Sacramento, canyon bike rides, 
being taken for rock stars, Paul Bunyan, the pier, 
candles in wine bottles, and your hair.




Fall 1968

I loved the market, 
even the odors of raw fish, mixed 
with the pungent smells of mums 
and marigolds. It wasn't a tourist 
attraction yet, just a place to buy 
from vendors, the deli, and a newsstand 
with hundreds of selections; 
I could've hung out there all day. I 
bought pudding from 
the sweet Asian lady, 
a peach, 
and a tomato, 
which I ate whole, 
sprinkled with salt. 
You told me I was pregnant. 



We Saw the World

From the time I was 6 or 7, my bicycle was total freedom. No one really cared much where I was in our safe, small town. I was GONE, down the street, around the corner and into the wild. When he was 2 and I was 11, my baby brother joined me, perched in the basket on my handlebars. We saw the world. Our world. We had no borders and wide horizons. 

Another Country

 I loved you in another country
There were maps leading us down roads, over seas,
into mountains and jungle, that we imagined
or simply conjured. So we could
go our own way, like birds
in a murmuration, whirling,
changing with a whim, impossible 
to follow.
Off the charts.




CHURCH

Anklets, bare legs all the way up to the Sunday panties, Mary Janes
that pulled socks down over the heel, like a tiny determined conveyor belt, 
repeatedly. Impossible to find two socks that matched, per order of Mom.
Late. Snow splattered on the landscape like crispy sugar. Holding a heavy green
hymnal with crackling pages, wishing to be home
having hotcakes with Dad.



The Eye

I miss you, Dad. You always had an eye on us, 
even when we were far far away.
You were all seeing and you knew
everything.
At least we thought you did and
that was good enough for us.




OUR HOUSE

Our house was a very very very fine house, 
on the best street, 
on the best hill,
in the best city,
in the best state,
in the best country, 
on the best planet. 
We used to sing this song 
when we thought nothing could change, 
fooled 
by our image of reality. 
We were so wrong. 

 

Distant Smoke

In the distant smoke of the future, I will not acknowledge
pain or sorrow. I will see my beauties as full-grown
human sculptures, perfect in every way,
better even,
having gained wisdom 
through ears and eyes. May they 
always think of me,
who loved them completely,
as one who cradles them through 
distant smoke.

And now another year of PoPo has been completed. I ask the post office to hand-cancel my little poems as they are sent abroad and near, in hopes words will be left clear and legible, but there is always some overzealous postal worker, who needs to run these tiny pictures through mean machines. One hopes they arrive somewhat intact and if not, here are all the words, and the images, too. Cards are collected at estate sales mostly and these poems are rough drafts, written as prompts, using the postcard for inspiration. Many will be reworked and polished. Look for them and others in my poetry chapbook, available at the end of the year.

Thanks for reading...

I can be seen/heard reading three of these postcard poems from a session that drew our Poetry Postcard Fest to an end of September 2, 2021. There are many beautiful poems to observe from an abundance of talent, but mine are found from 7:45 - 10:30. https://ppf.cascadiapoeticslab.org/2021/09/05/post-fest-open-mic-video/