Saturday is your birthday.
How could you think it would be
important to me?
It is certain to me that there is nothing important
about my
celebrations that make you
notice insignificant numbers
that rotate on your
calendar.
Days, months, years pass and the vacuum grows.
Someday it will be a
cave for me to fall into.
Saturday is your birthday.
I will go to sleep Friday
with birthday cakes,
old photos, labor pains and
the scent of vernix filling my
dreams.
Saturday night I will sleep with a different type of ache.
I never lost
you because we don’t lose some things;
they simply develop a distance and
then
we mourn in a visceral way.
Living, parting and dying are on the same
path
and though it is certain to me that there is nothing important
about your
celebration that I would be a part of,
I can keen if I want to.
Saturday is
your birthday.
Thank you for reading........