I was pleased to get all of my postcards sent this year by the end of the month (August). For 2022, I tried to write each poem that somehow related to the postcard I was sending. Sometimes it worked. Not always. Try to think of how little that space is on the lefthand side of a postcard; one can't be verbose. I wrote spontaneously and used my good friend White Out correction tape when things went really south. There are a few minor edits but mostly, they remain as my thoughts flowed from my pen onto the cards. Here they are:
Today I sit in the shade at the lake, Greenlake, with my
postcards, dog and a good book.
It’s cooler here, on this steamy day, lots to see:
a fellow wearing
a t-shirt that says FUNCLE – I’ll bet he’s fun!
A panorama of paddlers, defying
the sun,
standing up to the heat. Scantily clad sun bathers
and fully clothed
head-to-toe sun-fearers.
Wet dogs,
pink children,
brave cannon-ballers.
(This
post card was found in an antique shop in Port Gamble, Wa.)
In the 80’s, I often visited a
friend in Montlake, off Portage Bay,
who was caring for a woman who was 102
years old,
and we sat around a small table
and sorted out greeting cards
and stamps,
postcards and gift tags, while she told us
a story of each one and pasted them
into a collage, with a little help from our friend, and me.
(This is a vivid
memory and I pass by the house often, which this stone house in Versailles
reminded me of.)
Homeless in Seattle
We drove,
a rainy night,
though we really just crawled
through traffic on the Interstate
and there,
under an off ramp, like campers,
seeking shelter, people around a bonfire,
holding cold hands, palm out to the flame,
and children
hooded,
bundled,
a man
cradling an infant.
From our heated car, we peered into their home.
I said a prayer,
tho I don’t pray, and
found my way down
the
painted pathways, counting on my aged knees
to cooperate, seeking out the
childhood home
of a great artist, an icon on his times,
a partner to the woman
with
the most discussed eyebrow(s) of her century.
It was a perfect peaceful
day –
to pray.
(Postcard purchased at Museo Casa in Guanajuato, Mexico,
November 2021)
Sometimes I feel lucky. Today, Olivia Newton John passed. She fought breast cancer off and on
for a long agonizing time. Oz won’t be as sparkly and precious a place without
her. I’m 73 soon, same age. Today I count my lucky stars.
Somehow the moon
willingly
remains the same,
while I, unwillingly changing,
decade upon decade, watch with
wonder
in the dark night, as Mother Moon
gives us her light. She has
traveled
an incredible distance with me, observing
and unjudging
my motions and
desires.
(This postcard found in an
antique shop in Port Gamble, Wa. July 2022.)
I grew up in a small town, arranged
at the foot of Mt Rainier and
watched intently a night sky
where stars appeared
in sharp contrast
to their deep background. A moon
arrived in all her stages, back
when we could still see
the Milky Way, before I moved
to the city and could nearly
count
the stars in the sky.
I lived in the hills;
took me
forever
to pronounce fraccionamiento
without mangling it. Alone
at night
in the huge villa, from the top bedroom,
windows with screens (mosquiteros),
no
glass (sin cristal), the waves
on the beach below thundered, never
in an
expected syncopation, therefore
waking suddenly me at times,
from a dreaming sleep.
Cicadas screamed,
frogs hollered in an almighty chorus
and jungle animals made
their own kind of music.
I miss this orchestra.
💗💗💗💗Con corazón
(My house was where the arrow points in the photo.)
Sometimes
I’m touched
with guilt,
considering the life I’ve lived,
the idyllic childhood,
relatively free of worry,
barefoot summers,
plentiful gardens,
an auto for each
parent.
My grandchildren
inherit a different world
and
have
every right to be angry.
In dreams are memories of
places visited,
people known and unknown,
alive and passed. The element
of a
fantasy world,
a universe that lives
in one’s deepest imagination, is also present.
Unread memos,
unlocked doors,
unmet lovers and
flights of unparalleled desires.
If you happened upon a key in
a door,
would you turn it? If the door then opened,
would you enter? If there
were stairs,
would you climb them? Would you call out and say
Hello – an intruder
is here!?
College Bound
The winter excitement
of
driving the corridor
with three laughing girls,
junk snacking,
phones
exchanging playlists,
energy crackling
in the downpour
surrounding us. Spring
comes
and destinations are
locked in. Summer ends,
goodbyes stretch boundaries,
boundaries stretch hearts.
We went home,
exhausted, and
slept,
my loyal dog and me,
like two cats in the jungle. Hush, my darling...
a
long day,
and now we exchange dreams.
We roar.
I run.
You read.
Free
to be
to see
two women
walk arm in arm
expecting no harm
be free
see
the future
I dealt with a bit of my past today.
Old friends losing
their minds,
young friends breaking chains. I came
out of sleep with a dream on
my mind
but could not grasp the meaning
as the images dissolved
with every blink
of my waking eyes.
Where else will you find
London,
Colorado, and
Arizona
tossed together. I am enchanted
by the imaginings
of the original stone masons,
laying
piece upon piece, mortar
mixing, and the young, strong hod carriers
grunting and sweating. Young boys,
perhaps dreaming of joining
an expedition to
the North Pole,
slopping cement instead,
never a thought that a ship would sail way
with that very bridge,
disassembled,
over the ocean to the west,
while they died trying to escape.
(London
bridge was built the same time as the Amundsen expedition to the North Pole.)
I was about 14 years old. A teacher
said to my mother
She
can do anything she decides to do;
she just needs to set her mind to it.
So,
I did.
Which is why
I nearly failed school for a couple years,
but I learned a
lot about
Greek mythology and
Shakespeare.
(This card was found at an estate sale.)
If you peeled the stamp off this postcard, you would read
Place stamp here
ONE CENT for United States
and Island Possessions
Cuba Canada and Mexico.
Two Cents for Foreign.
Imagine the price of peace for
ONE PENNY!
I continue to see old lovers.
Yesterday it was David,
sat in a lawn chair by the lake,
a book propped in his lap,
so like him – his hairline
receded more than I remembered.
As I drew closer, my bad eyesight
registered
to reveal a woman, hair pulled back
in a tight ponytail,
wearing an orthopedic boot.
I’m glad it was not David.
Was a time
women dressed as if
tending hives of bees,
to cover
nearly every bit of exposed flesh, as if
to repel a sting or
the barb
of a thorny plant,
fearful of the sun,
wind
and the lustful, gawking
of
commonly lubricious men
of all ages.
I ask to have all my post cards hand cancelled at the
post office.
I don’t know that it will make a difference to the receiver, if
all the words will be clear and unmarred by stickers and ink.
What I do know is
this: the postal worker always smiles cheerfully, stamps as requested, and I like
to think they admire this old-fashioned approach to mailing.
(This gorgeous
postcard, hard to part with, was found at an estate sale. On the back it
mentions Ghirardelli Square, The Cannery, Fisherman’s Wharf, the Maritime
Museum and its old ships.) (And you know all those curtains would never be so synchronized.)
He likely had the final word
and as she half-slept,
feet callused and weary, the train
perhaps a thousand
thoughts away, he
strained his eyes, tired
from the relentless vigilance
of getting there,
soothing her with words
not his own, but no matter,
just words to let her know
he would be her constant lover.
A simple room,
of comfort and perhaps
a little warmth,
where in the sunny corners,
sanity might visit, so a man
with demons
could
preserve for us
on canvas, wood, paper,
whatever available
and live in some
kind of peace,
alone
in Arles.
The Siesta
Who might see us here
or bother with our wagon,
while
we,
weary from thoughtless labor,
the unceasing swing of the sickle,
backs bent,
the onslaught of insects
disturbed in their pattern,
baying cows
begging for a
small shade. We sag
into each other,
and dream.
It’s late.
I look out my window over the city lights into the
dark of night.
I see Venus.
It’s August.
The song of fate…
a destiny for each unknown,
as sure
as they were
of their very own futures, as certain
as steel cast to the air. Drifting
with the vaper of a tapered candle,
dismissing thoughts
of the war
outside the
door,
until too many sons had died,
too many fathers gone missing
and she sang
no
more,
no more.
I am pressed to think
of Our Lady of Guadalupe
whom I
consider
The Mother. When
I see her
in symbolism.
In Canada,
Mexico,
anywhere.
Graffiti,
other mothers,
lone ladies. I don’t think
of Catholicism,
religiosity,
politics. I think
of the UTERUS.
She looked him
right in the eye. She wasn’t
ever the
type to flinch. She knew
he was married,
several children.
She’d two herself,
after all. But
we must follow our dreams
or go mad. And she’d never
been
allowed to
simply dream. Life
was too demanding. Even the weather
dictated the
choices
she was forced to make. She looked
him right in the eye.
The legend on this postcard actually reads "Stepping Out at the San Carlos Hotel in the 1920’s. One of the finest hotels in Florida
and a center of Pensacola society." Enticed to look it up, I found The San Carlos was demolished in 1993,
after being abandoned for more than a decade. No one associated with the
design, architecture, building, ownership, management, etc, had any Spanish
connection. It was named the San Carlos because the collaboration of white Anglo men thought it sounded romantic.
Thinking of running,
getting out of here.
All the fancy colors
and we wear plain muslin; you can
see us,
any distance, day
or night. Thinking
about running. No place
to go.
Nowhere to
even start to run. What’s even
in the woods? Nowhere
to land, feet on
the ground.
Thinking of running
but sticking around.
(Inspiration for this postcard poem came from this
Jacob Lawrence painting and a book I'm currently reading The Water Dancer
by Ta-Nehisi Coates.)
Everything’s
a pyramid scheme.
Think about it.
No matter what,
it’s trickle up,
trickle down. Unless
you drive your own taxi
and own the gas
pump,
less of a pyramid
for you. Every
other level, it’s definitely
someone’s
scheme.
Top to bottom.
Bottom to top.
Thanks for reading!
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